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Quoteables

So, I've been going through my junk box I call an "e-mail address" and found some free writes and quotes I used to write myself on my Sidekick 3! That's dinasour status, enjoy.


Behind every good man, there's a woman that stands, a love that demands, and a life that has a chance.

I leave my self vunerable for all these emotions to take over my heart. One day your going to see me and realize I've fallen apart. Look, I'm not saying you will apologize, all i'm hoping for is a compramise.

If I could give the world to him, then we wouldn't have to worry about global warming destroying it.


Thuggs don't cry, nor do they shed tears. Poppa was never here, so it was my mother I feared; however, every night she cried, it felt like our hearts would collide. She doesn't know it, but her pain would be mine. Every tear she shed was like a bullet to my heart. Time after time her tears tore me apart. Never had my father, but I've been through many steps. Even though this one involved a ring, everything crashed and degressed.


I got these females buzzin' over me and my name aint even SHWAYZEE :) (I used to love that)

There were just so many notes I kept on that handy dandy sidekick, and then I upgraded to a brown LX. That's when I slowed down with the writing. It could have been because I got tired, or I had no more inspiration. All good things do truly come to an end.

Save me

See, I'm so lost - I don't even know . I have no sense of direction and no place to go. I'd protray my true feelings if I knew what I was feeling. I'd explain these intuitions if I knew what I was sensing. I color my own world and create my own canvas - I try to paint a picture of it, but it never comes out how i imagine. I'm just so tired of not knowing, growing, or showing every emotion that my heart seems to hold in. I'm just running , and I don't seem to be looking back. I'm running as if there's a place I need to be at. I wait for no one, and yet I "pray" someone would grab my hand and try to pull me back. I'm just scared of not knowing, which keeps me from growing, and I continue running. Running far and I'm so tired of running, I just wish I'd stop.

*amandaltorres

July 21, 2009

Here is the thing, I've been happier than ever! There's a slight possibility that I've reached my happiest peak :)
Thank you Jaleel J. Leslie

Stand Up if You Don't Fit

So, I'm on the train one day and this lady literally tries to squeeze herself in a 2inch spaced seat between me and another female. Now in this case I clearly had the "-_-" face; however, I simply got up and told her "You can have it, it's not that serious" Seriously? OK, NYC Tip#1 if you don't fit, don't sit. Simple as that. Why must we act like we haven't seen a speck of blue (or any color) seats on the train in our life? Must humans act like they will die without a seat? AND TO TOP IT OFF, as soon as I got up from the seat to provide the obnoxious late30-looking female comfort, another lady sits on the edge of the chair. She barely fit, but I guess she felt she did. I really do not see what the big issue is. I must be Malinformed because I am not getting the point. That was just one annoying morning, and that is my #1 pet peeve to top it off. NYC, the city that never sleeps and clearly that doesn't like to stand. I guess since they can't stand it, they sit?

Raw Talent

Speechless when it comes to him. His talent is underplayed, he's VERY talented and I wish people would realize that. My boyfriend :)

Do you even remember what the issue is?

"you a slave to a page in my rhyme book." -Nasir

"you say I think I'm NEVER wrong. You know what? Maybe your right." - Mr. West

"She said there was no love in her heart, 'cause one day a rapist attacked her and tore that all apart." -Lupe Fiasco

"You're gonna be the death of me. I don't want you, but I need you. I love you and hate you ate the very same time." -Mr. West